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just got photoshop cs3. excited to start masking some graphics and all that good stuff. i've been using elements till now so my capabilities have been rather limited when it comes to photoshop. anyways i'm almost done with my first semester of college. i'll be taking a class on adobe flash and a class on pc operating systems, hopefully i can afford the web design class as well. next year when i can hopefully qualify for the pell grant i'll be going to school full time. it's not much for now but it's sure as hell better than nothing. anyways just letting everyone know i'm not dead. come by and say hi every now and then. i'm probably as deathly bored as you are. take care

-Greg

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ya know i'm honestly not excited for halloween this year like i used to be. maybe it's because i spent last halloween in jail or something. i dunno. i guess it's just not as fun when you're pretty much antisocial and in a town wher no one cares to know your name. oh well. anyway you should check out my new music profile on myspace if you have the time, which i know you do because you're reading this

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you should probably expect me to be doing some sorts of photomanipulations and such and so forth more often now that i'm currently enrolled in an adobe photoshop class at a community college here at martinsburg. i'm also taking a pc repair class which is a little bit more mind boggling but i don't think you'll visually feel or see the effect of that class on my digital art work as much as the ladder. two classes is really all i could afford for now but hopefully next semester i'll be able to take more andmaybe apply for some loans or grants or something and do a little more. i would so much rather be going to school than working but the way it is right now i might hgave to suffer doing both full time if i want to make anything of my self. i guess it'll be worth it in the end. anyways i'm going to shut up. wish i had a drink right about now and i miss all you fuckers that never say hi. take care
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I was born with a short fuse in my head. sometimes it gets wet and sometimes i don't even know it's lit. i guess there's a lot of things that can set me off, even the most trivial of things. it takes me so long to recognize the fact that i've lost it sometimes though. i feel like there's nothing i can do about it when i have the most control i breathe in and breathe out and suddenly everything has changed and it's never in the fashion that i hope for.

god is a fucking lie. for how ever many times i've looked up at the sky and said please just for me this one time obviously there's no response from a whittled little soul like mine growing dimmer and fading faster than the oceans mist. everyday a little bit more gets drained away and i feel like no matter how hard i try everything i reach for just gets further and further away. i'm just a smile away from another frown and a twig away from another catostrophic failure. i don't know even when i think 've got the most inspiration to concauck a devious scheme of release it all just falls apart before my very eyes.

maybe i'm just too fucking pessimistic for my own good. i fake my way through the day with plastic smiles and offhand remedies to ressurect what little glee i have left in my system. most people just think i'm crazy but i gotta do something to keep me from having another break down even if it's turning misery into humility for just a second.

hope is one hell of a drug. try and stay away from the synthetic stuff.

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