well i'm just journaling for the sake of writing a journal. it seems the more and more i listen to this giant collection of music made by myself on my computer i wish that i wasn't the oly person listening. like even if it was being heard on some video game or the back ground for a commercial i wouldn't give a fuck as long as it was going to some use not just wasting bits on my hard drive. oh well i guess maybe someday i'll find someone to eat all this bread i've cooked up.